Hump Day

I just got back from lunch with the girls from work. It was so great seeing them! I miss them so much, and I was so glad to see my boss there too!! Both Ava & I got lots of compliments. It was nice to hear them say I looked good and that I didn't even look like I had a baby, if only they knew I had my maternity pants on! LOL. Ahhh...but it was great to be there with the whole gang. Two more weeks and I will be back at work. I'm excited but at the same time I'm so sad and scared, because I have to leave my baby. :( I really don't know how the ladies who have been in my situation did it. So anywho..this weekend is our big little trip/vacation for our anniversary. I'm looking forward to it but AGAIN I'm leaving my baby for two days and I know I'm going to go crazy. I bought a new swimsuit. I'm not bikini ready so I purchased a monokini. Really cute. Looks like a bikini in the back but the front is covered so good coverage for the post belly/stretch marks. I ordered it from Zappos Sunday night and received it Tuesday (Monday was a holiday)! I ordered it in a large and it fit just right. I need to get a tan, I'm so white LOL so I'm sure I will have weird tan lines in this swimsuit. I need to go to the gym today. I went yesterday and I wanted to do more but there are these guys that go, I know one is a trainer I've seen him train this lady. Well I didn't want to do my stuff with them there so today I will be working on legs, & butt. I'm really trying to lose this baby weight. I need to buy a scale so I can see how much I weigh now but I'm scared to look!!