Baby Weight

I know it has been a while since I've blogged, over two years. I just had a baby 2 months ago.

And I must say it has been 14 years since I had one!! Yes I know. I waited a long time to have another (my son will be 14 next month). So this is all new to me, I do not know what I'm doing. It's very different from my first one. With my son I knew everything and new exactly what I was doing and I was a teen mom with him (16). I'm starting all over with my daughter and its very interesting! But so much fun. It's amazing how much she changes from the day she was born to today. She is growing and changing every day. I love her so much! So now I'm on this journey to going back to my weight before I got pregnant. I know I shouldn't be complaining I only gained 25lbs, and after my daughter was born I lost 15lbs. Wow right? Yeah when you have a newborn, you forget to eat, so now I just need to lose 10 more pounds. I know you must think that's it?? But those that have had children will agree it's hard to lose the baby weight especially when it's your second child. I'm sure those women who've had more, it was even harder for them to lose. So before I got pregnant I was an exercise addict. I was always at the gym and been working out for over 2 years. So I looked good.

I just have this baby pooch!! Ugh. My husband loves my body because I have more curves now. I have more booty, and thighs. My mother says I look like a woman now. I'm like what did I look like before!?! Anyways, so now I'm on this mission to get back to my pre-pregnancy weight before I get back to work when my maternity leave is up. This is how big they saw me last time.

Can you believe I only had a little 5lb baby girl in there!! I swear I thought she was 7lbs. I don't have any new pics of me now because as I said I'm not really happy with my body. I started back at the gym once I got the ok from my doctor. Now my husband is taking me to a resort in 2 weeks for our 5yr anniversary!! I don't think I'm going to be swimsuit ready but I'm going to try! =)